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Suppression of Feeling, Final Stage.

from When Your Heart Stops Beating by Fentanil

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lyrics

Suppression of feeling, final stage.

I tried to kill myself that day
I tried to cut my wrists
I thought about skipping the train track
But she wouldn't let me go to work
I thought I will recover from all this
But in truth I will never forget

As hard as I try, as much as I fight
Part of me died that day.
And I really wanted to put it all aside
And go back to who I was before everything
I wanted to have a simple life like everyone
But my memories of mine haunt me

I wished I died that day
I hoped all that cocaine would kill me
but she helped me, took me to the doctor
That's why I blame you fabulous Lorde
You gave birth to something horrible in me
That no one deserved to have known

I hate you Lorde, and hope one day to kill you
And make you feel all my pain
I hate you Lorde, and hope one day to kill you
And make your family suffer just like mine
I hate you Lorde and hope one day to kill you
So that I can finally rest

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from When Your Heart Stops Beating, released May 7, 2020
C22H28N2O - All Instruments and Lyrics
Yakoushi - Vocals

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